Thread for OOC Message... Index | New Thread | Reply | Close | Stick | Delete  OOC Message... Alicia DeVries 2:15am, August 14, 2002 [Edit] [Delete] I apparently owe everyone an apology. Last night I agreed to a no-kill fight with one of Mikes´ characters. It was hard, and I had fun for the most part. I enjoy challenges. Then around the end as we got tired, and I tried every trick I could think up to get out of the situation with both of us alive, (As agreed), apparently I did what "I say everyone else in the other chats says about me" and I accidentally called damage, so to speak. Which I admit to being guilty of. I had no intentions of meaning it that way. I wanted to end the scene short and fast, so we could both go to bed. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I wasn´t. I don´t care. I come here for enjoyment, not to rack up a kill score. I have more fun when my characters are alive, not dead. I´m not blaming Mike or anyone else who was witness to the fight, but I think I was justified in my actions. I explained each to the best of my abilities within the knowledge of the technology of the Megarea/Alicia/Tisiphone trio. I tried all the tricks I could, even going beyond what I consider ´moding´ limits. And beleive me, I felt guilty for how far I went. I tried to be as understanding and fair as I could be without loosing my characters when it seemed the no-kill agreement was lifted without my consent. I even went so far as to pull a trick right out of the book, and that didn´t seem to help. So I apologise to everyone for being the moder I am, for making mistakes and for getting carried away with something. I admit that I´m not perfect. I´m human just like everyone else. I make mistakes. I get carried away. I also forgive. I Also remember this is just a game. It should be a challenge to try and outdo another person within rules. I consider it more fun to find ways to AVOID killing people, so you can have another rematch later, than finding ways to kill them. So, I hereby apologise profusely. Alicia is offiically Xed. She never existed. She never will. I hope you accept my apologies and forgive me. Please note I´m not blaming anyone but myself here.  ... Mike.... Just Mike... 3:05am, August 14, 2002 [Edit] [Delete] Fuck it... Rather than a lengthy post here, I´ll keep it short. It was late, we both moded, and when you throw every single trick in the book at me, I´m going to break any agreements and fight back in order to keep the char. If I used such tech/powers that could instantly dodge or defuse any of your attacks and a ship with the firepower of a fleet, no matter how questionable it was, I have a feeling you would have done the same and went for the fatal rather than risk the loss of your char. And this reminds me... That is the last time I make an agreement for a fight RP without killing, it only fucks me over when the other person presses the limits and fucks you over. I´d rather keep all options open for when shit like this happens. Edited 10:12pm, August 13 by Mike.... Just Mike..., author.  well.. Alicia DeVries 6:13am, August 14, 2002 [Edit] [Delete] I did tell you there was a reason why I didn´t like to use Alicia to fight. Remember, you were the one who suggested we try it out.   Mike.... Just Mike... 8:57am, August 14, 2002 [Edit] [Delete] Just because you have options doesn´t mean you have to use them all. I could siege cannon everyone I see, but I don´... bad example. >=) Index | New Thread | Reply | Close | Stick | Delete